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THERE was once a little man called Niggle, who had a long journey to make. He did not want to go, indeed the whole
idea was distasteful to him; but he could not get out of it. He knew he would have to start some time, but he did
not hurry with his preparations.

Niggle was a painter. Not a very successful one, partly because he had many other
things to do. Most of these things he thought were a nuisance; but he did them fairly well, when he could not get out
of them: which (in his opinion) was far too often. The laws in his country were rather strict. There were other
hindrances, too. For one thing, he was sometimes just idle, and did nothing at all. For another, he was
kind-hearted, in a way. You know the sort of kind heart: it made him uncomfortable more often than it made him do
anything; and even when he did anything, it did not prevent him from grumbling, losing his temper, and swearing
(mostly to himself). All the same, it did land him in a good many odd jobs for his neighbour, Mr. Parish, a man with
a lame leg. Occasionally he even helped other people from further off, if they came and asked him to. Also, now and
again, he remembered his journey, and began to pack a few things in an ineffectual way: at such times he did not
paint very much.

He had a number of pictures on hand; most of them were too large and ambitious for his skill.He was
the sort of painter who can paint leaves better than trees. He used to spend a long time on a single leaf, trying to
catch its shape, and its sheen, and the glistening of dew drops on its edges. Yet he wanted to paint a whole tree,
with all of its leaves in the same style, and all of them different.

There was one picture in particular which
bothered him. It had begun with a leaf caught in the wind, and it became a tree; and the tree grew, sending out
innumerable branches, and thrusting out the most fantastic roots. Strange birds came and settled on the twigs and
had to be attended to. Then all round the Tree, and behind it, through the gaps in the leaves and boughs, a country
began to open out; and there were glimpses of a forest marching over the land, and of mountains tipped with snow.
Niggle lost interest in his other pictures; or else he took them and tacked them on to the edges of his great
picture. Soon the canvas became so large that he had to get a ladder; and he ran up and down it, putting in a touch
here, and rubbing out a patch there. When people came to call, he seemed polite enough, though he fiddled a little
with the pencils on his desk. He listened to what they said, but underneath he was thinking all the time about his
big canvas, in the tall shed that had been built for it out in his garden (on a plot where once he had grown
potatoes).

He could not get rid of his kind heart. "I wish I was more strong-minded!" he sometimes said to himself,
meaning that he wished other people's troubles did not make him feel uncomfortable. But for a long time he was not
seriously perturbed. "At any rate, I shall get this one picture done, my real picture, before I have to go on that
wretched journey," he used to say. Yet he was beginning to see that he could not put off his start indefinitely. The
picture would have to stop just growing and get finished.

One day, Niggle stood a little way off from his picture and
considered it with unusual attention and detachment. He could not make up his mind what he thought about it, and
wished he had some friend who would tell him what to think. Actually it seemed to him wholly unsatisfactory, and
yet very lovely, the only really beautiful picture in the world. What he would have liked at that moment would have
been to see himself walk in, and slap him on the back, and say (with obvious sincerity):"Absolutely magnificent! I
see exactly what you are getting at. Do get on with it, and don't bother about anything else! We will arrange for a
public pension, so that you need not.

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"However, there was no public pension. And one thing he could see: it would
need some concentration, some work, hard uninterrupted work, to finish the picture, even at its present size.
He rolled up his sleeves, and began to concentrate. He tried for several days not to bother about other things. But
there came a tremendous crop of interruptions. Things went wrong in his house; he had to go and serve on a jury in
the town; a distant friend fell ill; Mr. Parish was laid up with lumbago;and visitors kept on coming. It was
springtime, and they wanted a free tea in the country: Niggle lived in a pleasant little house, miles away from the
town. He cursed them in his heart, but he could not deny that he had invited them himself, away back in the winter,
when he had not thought it an "interruption" to visit the shops and have tea with acquaintances in the town. He
tried to harden his heart; but it was not a success. There were many things that he had not the face to say no to,
whether he thought them duties or not; and there were some things he was compelled to do, whatever he thought. Some
of his visitors hinted that his garden was rather neglected, and that he might get a visit from an Inspector. Very
few of them knew about his picture, of course; but if they had known, it would not have made much difference. I
doubt if they would have thought that it mattered much. I dare say it was not really a very good picture, though it
may have had some good passages. The Tree, at any rate, was curious. Quite unique in its way. So was Niggle; though
he was also a very ordinary and rather silly little man.

At length Niggle's time became really precious. His
acquaintances in the distant town began to remember that the little man had got to make a troublesome journey, and
some began to calculate how long at the latest he could put off starting. They wondered who would take his house,
and if the garden would be better kept.

The autumn came, very wet and windy. The little painter was in his shed. He
was up on the ladder, trying to catch the gleam of the westering sun on the peak of a snow-mountain, which he
had glimpsed just to the left of the leafy tip of one of the Tree's branches. He knew that he would have to be
leaving soon: perhaps early next year. He could only just get the picture finished, and only so so, at that: there
were some corners where he would not have time now to do more than hint at what he wanted.

There was a knock on the
door. "Come in!" he said sharply, and climbed down the ladder. He stood on the floor twiddling his brush. It was his
neighbour, Parish: his only real neighbour, all other folk lived a long way off. Still, he did not like the man
very much: partly because he was so often in trouble and in need of help; and also because he did not care about
painting, but was very critical about gardening. When Parish looked at Niggle's garden (which was often) he saw
mostly weeds;and when he looked at Niggle's pictures (which was seldom) he saw only green and grey patches and
black lines, which seemed to him nonsensical. He did not mind mentioning the weeds (a neighbourly duty), but he
refrained from giving any opinion of the pictures. He thought this was very kind, and he did not realize that, even
if it was kind, it was not kind enough. Help with the weeds (and perhaps praise for the pictures) would have been
better.

"Well, Parish, what is it?" said Niggle.

"I oughtn't to interrupt you, I know," said Parish (without a glance at the picture). "You arevery busy, I'm sure."

Niggle had meant to say something like that himself, but he had missed his chance. All he said was: "Yes."

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"But I have no one else to turn to," said Parish.

"Quite so," said Niggle with a sigh: one of those sighs that are a private comment, but which are
not made quite inaudible. "What can I do for you?"

"My wife has been ill for some days, and I am getting worried," said Parish. "And the wind has blown half
the tiles on my roof, and water is pouring into the bedroom. I think I ought to get the doctor. And the builders,
too, only they take so long to come. I was wondering if you had any wood and canvas you could spare, just to patch
me up and see me through for a day or two." Now he did look at the picture.

"Dear, dear!" said Niggle. "You are
unlucky. I hope it is no more than a cold that your wife has got. I'll come round presently, and help you move the
patient downstairs."

"Thank you very much," said Parish, rather coolly. "But it is not a cold, it is a fever. I
should not have bothered you for a cold. And my wife is in bed downstairs already. I can't get up and down with
trays, not with my leg. But I see you are busy. Sorry to have troubled you. I had rather hoped you might have been
able to spare the time to go for the doctor, seeing how I'm placed: and the builder too, if you really have no
canvas you can spare."

"Of course," said Niggle; though other words were in his heart, which at the moment was merely
soft without feeling at all kind. "I could go. I'll go, if you are really worried."

"I am worried, very worried. I wish I was not lame," said Parish.

So Niggle went. You see, it was awkward. Parish was his neighbour, and everyone
else a longway off. Niggle had a bicycle, and Parish had not, and could not ride one. Parish had a lame leg,
a genuine lame leg which gave him a good deal of pain: that had to be remembered, as well as his sour expression and
whining voice. Of course, Niggle had a picture and barely time to finish it. But it seemed that this was a thing
that Parish had to reckon with and not Niggle. Parish, however, did not reckon with pictures; and Niggle could not
alter that. "Curse it!" he said to him self, as he got out his bicycle.

It was wet and windy, and daylight was
waning. "No more work for me today!" thought Niggle, and all the time that he was riding, he was either swearing to
himself, or imagining the strokes of his brush on the mountain, and on the spray of leaves beside it, that he had
first imagined in the spring. His fingers twitched on the handlebars. Now he was out of the shed, he saw exactly
the way in which to treat that shining spray which framed the distant vision of the mountain. But he had a sinking
feeling in his heart, a sort of fear that he would never now get a chance to try it out.

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Niggle found the doctor,
and he left a note at the builder's. The office was shut, and the builder had gone home to his fireside. Niggle got
soaked to the skin, and caught a chill himself. The doctor did not set out as promptly as Niggle had done. He
arrived next day, which was quite convenient for him, as by that time there were two patients to deal with, in
neighbouring houses. Niggle was in bed, with a high temperature, and marvellous patterns of leaves and involved
branches forming in his head and on the ceiling. It did not comfort him to learn that Mrs. Parish had only had a
cold, and was getting up. He turned his face to the wall and buried himself in leaves.

He remained in bed some time.
The wind went on blowing. It took away a good many more of Parish's tiles, and some of Niggle's as well: his own
roof began to leak. The builder did not come. Niggle did not care; not for a day or two. Then he crawled out to
look for some food (Niggle had no wife). Parish did not come round: the rain had got into his leg and made it ache;
and his wife was busy mopping up water, and wondering if "that Mr. Niggle" had forgotten to call at the
builder's. Had she seen any chance of borrowing anything useful, she would have sent Parish round, leg or no leg; but
she did not, so Niggle was left to himself.

At the end of a week or so Niggle tottered out to his shed again. He
tried to climb the ladder, but it made his head giddy. He sat and looked at the picture, but there were no patterns
of leaves or visions of mountains in his mind that day. He could have painted a far-off view of a sandy desert,
but he had not the energy.

Next day he felt a good deal better. He climbed the ladder, and began to paint. He had
just begun to get into it again, when there came a knock on the door.

"Damn!" said Niggle. But he might just as well
have said "Come in!" politely, for the door opened all the same. This time a very tall man came in, a total
stranger.

"This is a private studio," said Niggle. "I am busy. Go away!"

"I am an Inspector of Houses," said the man,
holding up his appointment-card, so that Niggle on his ladder could see it. "Oh!" he said

"Your neighbour's house is not satisfactory at all," said the Inspector.

"I know," said Niggle. "I took a note to
the builders a long time ago, but they have never come. Then I have been ill."

"I see," said the Inspector. "But you are not ill now."

"But I'm not a builder. Parish ought to make a complaint to the Town Council, and get helpfrom the Emergency Service."

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"They are busy with worse damage than any up here," said the Inspector. "There has been a flood
in the valley, and many families are homeless. You should have helped your neighbour to make temporary repairs and
prevent the damage from getting more costly to mend than necessary. That is the law. There is plenty of material
here: canvas, wood, waterproof paint."

"Where?" asked Niggle indignantly.

"There!" said the Inspector, pointing to the picture.

"My picture!" exclaimed Niggle.

"I dare say it is," said the Inspector. "But houses come first. That is the law."

"But I can't . . ." Niggle said no more, for at that moment another man came in. Very much like the
Inspector he was, almost his double: tall, dressed all in black.

"Come along!" he said. "I am the Driver."

Niggle stumbled down from the ladder. His fever seemed to have come on again, and his headwas swimming;
he felt cold all over.

"Driver? Driver?" he chattered. "Driver of what?"

"You, and your carriage," said the man. "The carriage was
ordered long ago. It has come at last. It's waiting. You start today on your journey, you know."

"There now!" said
the Inspector. "You'll have to go; but it's a bad way to start on your journey, leaving your jobs undone. Still, we
can at least make some use of this canvas now."

"Oh, dear!" said poor Niggle, beginning to weep. "And it's not, not even finished!"

"Not finished?" said the Driver. "Well, it's finished with, as far as you're concerned, at any rate.Come along!"

Niggle went, quite quietly. The Driver gave him no time to pack, saying that he ought to have done
that before, and they would miss the train; so all Niggle could do was to grab a little bag in thehall. He found
that it contained only a paint-box and a small book of his own sketches: neither food nor clothes. They caught the
train all right. Niggle was feeling very tired and sleepy; he was hardly aware of what was going on when they
bundled him into his compartment. He did not care much: he had forgotten where he was supposed to be going, or what
he was going for. The train ran almost at once into a dark tunnel.

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Niggle woke up in a very large, dim railway station. A Porter went along the platform shouting,
but he was not shouting the name of the place; he was shouting Niggle!

Niggle got out in a hurry, and found that he had left his little bag behind. He turned back, butthe train
had gone away.

"Ah, there you are!" said the Porter. "This way! What! No luggage? You will have to go to
the Workhouse."

Niggle felt very ill, and fainted on the platform. They put him in an ambulance and took him to the
Workhouse Infirmary.

He did not like the treatment at all. The medicine they gave him was bitter. The officials
and attendants were unfriendly, silent, and strict; and he never saw anyone else, except a very severe doctor, who
visited him occasionally. It was more like being in a prison than in a hospital. He had to work hard, at stated
hours: at digging, carpentry, and painting bare boards all one plain colour. He was never allowed outside, and the
windows all looked inwards. They kept him in the dark for hours
at a stretch, "to do some thinking," they said. He lost count of time. He did not even begin to feel better, not if
that could be judged by whether he felt any pleasure in doing anything. He did not, not even in getting into bed.

At first, during the first century or so (I am merely giving his impressions), he used to worry aimlessly about the
past. One thing he kept on repeating to himself, as he lay in the dark: "I wish I had called on Parish the first
morning after the high winds began. I meant to. The first loose tiles would have been easy to fix. Then Mrs. Parish
might never have caught cold. Then I should not have caught cold either. Then I should have had a week longer." But
in time he forgot what it was that he had wanted a week longer for. If he worried at all after that, it was about
his jobs in the hospital. He planned them out, thinking how quickly he could stop that board creaking, or rehang
that door, or mend that table-leg. Probably he really became rather useful, though no one ever told him so.
But that, of course, cannot have been the reason why they kept the poor little man so long. They may have been
waiting for him to get better, and judging "better" by some odd medical standard of their own.

At any rate, poor
Niggle got no pleasure out of life, not what he had been used to call pleasure. He was certainly not amused. But it
could not be denied that he began to have a feeling of—well, satisfaction: bread rather than jam. He could take up a
task the moment one bell rang, and lay it aside promptly the moment the next one went, all tidy and ready to be
continued at the right time. He got through quite a lot in a day, now; he finished small things off neatly. He had
no "time of his own" (except alone in his bed-cell), and yet he was becoming master of his time; he began to know
just what he could do with it. There was no sense of rush. He was quieter inside now, and at resting-time he could
really rest.

Then suddenly they changed all his hours; they hardly let him go to bed at all; they took him off
carpentry altogether and kept him at plain digging, day after day. He took it fairly well. It was a long while
before he even began to grope in the back of his mind for the curses that he had practically forgotten. He went on
digging, till his back seemed broken, his hands were raw, and he felt that he could not manage another spadeful.
Nobody thanked him. But the doctor came and looked at him.

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"Knock off!" he said. "Complete rest—in the dark."

Niggle
was lying in the dark, resting completely; so that, as he had not been either feeling or thinking at all, he might
have been lying there for hours or for years, as far as he could tell. But now he heard Voices: not voices that he
had ever heard before. There seemed to be a Medical Board, or perhaps a Court of Inquiry, going on close at hand,
in an adjoining room with the door open, possibly, though he could not see any light.

"Now the Niggle case," said a Voice, a severe voice, more severe than the doctor's.

"What was the matter with him?" said a Second Voice, a voice that you might have called gentle, though it was not
soft—it was a voice of authority, and sounded at once hopeful and sad. "What was the matter with Niggle?
His heart was in the right place."

"Yes, but it did not function properly," said the First Voice. "And his head was not screwed on tight enough: he
hardly ever thought at all. Look at the time he wasted, not even amusing himself! He never got ready for his
journey. He was moderately well-off, and yet he arrived here almost destitute, and had to be put in
the paupers' wing. A bad case, I am afraid. I think he should stay sometime yet."

"It would not do him any harm, perhaps," said the Second Voice. "But, of course, he is
only a little man. He was never meant to be anything very much; and he was never very strong. Let us look at the
Records. Yes. There are some favourable points, you know."

"Perhaps," said the First Voice; "but very few that will really bear examination."

"Well," said the Second Voice, "there are these. He was a painter by nature. In a minor way, of
course; still, a Leaf by Niggle has a charm of its own. He took a great deal of pains with leaves, just for their
own sake. But he never thought that that made him important. There is no note in the Records of his pretending, even
to himself, that it excused his neglect of things ordered by the law."

"Then he should not have neglected so many," said the First Voice.

"All the same, he did answer a good many Calls."

"A small percentage, mostly of the easier sort, and he called those Interruptions. The Records are full of the
word, together with a lot of complaints and silly imprecations."

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"True; but they looked like interruptions to him, of course, poor little man. And there is this: he never expected
any Return, as so many of his sort call it. There is the Parish case, the one that came in later. He was Niggle's
neighbour, never did a stroke for him, and seldom showed any gratitude at all. But there is no note in the Records
that Niggle expected Parish's gratitude; he does not seem to have thought about it."

"Yes, that is a point," said the First Voice; "but rather small. I think you will find Niggle often merely forgot.
Things he had to do for Parish he put out of his mind as a nuisance he had done with."

"Still, there is this last report,"
said the Second Voice, "that wet bicycle-ride. I rather lay stress on that. It seems plain that this was a genuine
sacrifice: Niggle guessed that he was throwing away his last chance with his picture, and he guessed, too, that
Parish was worrying unnecessarily."

"I think you put it too strongly," said the First Voice. "But you have the last word. It is your task, of course,
to put the best interpretation on the facts. Sometimes they will bear it. What do you propose?"

"I think it is a case for a little gentle treatment now," said the Second Voice.

Niggle thought that
he had never heard anything so generous as that Voice. It made Gentle Treatment sound like a load of rich gifts, and
the summons to a King's feast. Then suddenly Niggle felt ashamed. To hear that he was considered a case for Gentle
Treatment overwhelmed him, and made him blush in the dark. It was like being publicly praised, when you and all the
audience knew that the praise was not deserved. Niggle hid his blushes in the rough blanket.

There was a silence. Then the First Voice spoke to Niggle, quite close. "You have been listening," it said.

"Yes," said Niggle.

"Well, what have you to say?"

"Could you tell me about Parish?" said Niggle. "I should like to see him again. I hope he is
not very ill? Can you cure his leg? It used to give him a wretched time. And please don't worry about him and me.
He was a very good neighbour, and let me have excellent potatoes very cheap, which saved me a lot of time."

"Did he?" said the First Voice. "I am glad to hear

There was another silence. Niggle heard the Voices receding. "Well, I
agree," he heard the FirstVoice say in the distance. "Let him go on to the next stage. Tomorrow, if you like."

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Niggle woke up to find that his blinds were drawn, and his little cell was full of sunshine. He got up, and found
that some comfortable clothes had been put out for him, not hospital uniform. After breakfast the doctor treated his
sore hands, putting some salve on them that healed them at once. He gave Niggle some good advice, and a bottle of
tonic (in case he needed it). In the middle of the morning they gave Niggle a biscuit and a glass of wine; and then
they gave him a ticket.

"You can go to the railway station now," said the doctor. "The Porter will look after you. Good-bye."

Niggle slipped out of the main door, and blinked a little. The sun was very bright. Also he
had expected to walk out into a large town, to match the size of the station; but he did not. He was on
the top of a hill, green, bare, swept by a keen invigorating wind. Nobody else was about. Away down under the hill
he could see the roof of the station shining.

He walked downhill to the station briskly, but without hurry. The Porter spotted him at once.

"This way!" he said, and led Niggle to a bay, in which there was a very pleasant little
local train standing: one coach, and a small engine, both very bright, clean, and newly painted. It looked as if
this was their first run. Even the track that lay in front of the engine looked new: the rails shone, the chairs
were painted green, and the sleepers gave off a delicious smell of fresh tar in the warm sunshine. The coach was empty.

"Where does this train go, Porter?" asked Niggle.

"I don't think they have fixed its name yet," said the Porter. "But you'll find it all right." He shut the door.

The train moved off at once. Niggle lay back in his seat.
The little engine puffed along in a deep cutting with high green banks, roofed with blue sky. It did not seem very
long before the engine gave a whistle, the brakes were put on, and the train stopped. There was no station, and no
signboard, only a flight of steps up the green embankment. At the top of the steps there was a wicket-gate in a trim
hedge. By the gate stood his bicycle; at least, it looked like his, and there was a yellow label tied to the bars
with NIGGLE written on it in large black letters.

Niggle pushed open the gate, jumped on the bicycle, and went bowling downhill in the spring sunshine. Before long
he found that the path on which he had started had disappeared, and the bicycle was rolling along over a marvellous
turf. It was green and close; and yet he could see every blade distinctly. He seemed to remember having seen or
dreamed of that sweep of grass somewhere or other. The curves of the land were familiar somehow. Yes: the ground
was becoming level, as it should, and now, of course, it was beginning to rise again. A great green shadow came
between him and the sun. Niggle looked up, and fell off his bicycle.

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Before him stood the Tree, his Tree, finished. If you could say that of a Tree that was alive, its leaves
opening, its branches growing and bending in the wind that Niggle had so often felt or guessed, and had so often
failed to catch. He gazed at the Tree, and slowly he lifted his arms and opened them wide.

"It's a gift!" he said. He was referring to his art, and also to the result; but he was using the word
quite literally.

He went on looking at the Tree. All the leaves he had ever laboured at were there, as he had imagined them rather than
as he had made them; and there were others that had only budded in hisvmind, and many that might have budded, if only
he had had time. Nothing was written on them, they were just exquisite leaves, yet they were dated as clear as a
calendar. Some of the most beautiful— and the most characteristic, the most perfect examples of the Niggle
style—were seen to have been produced in collaboration with Mr. Parish: there was no other way of putting it.

The birds were building in the
Tree. Astonishing birds: how they sang! They were mating, hatching, growing wings, and flying away singing into the
Forest, even while he looked at them. For now he saw that the Forest was there too, opening out on either side, and
marching away into the distance. The Mountains were glimmering far away.

After a time Niggle turned towards the
Forest. Not because he was tired of the Tree, but he seemed to have got it all clear in his mind now, and was aware
of it, and of its growth, even when he was not looking at it. As he walked away, he discovered an odd thing: the
Forest, of course, was a distant Forest, yet he could approach it, even enter it, without its losing that particular
charm. He had never before been able to walk into the distance without turning it into mere surroundings. It really
added a considerable attraction to walking in the country, because, as you walked, new distances opened out; so that
you now had doubled, treble, and quadruple distances, doubly, trebly, and quadruply enchanting. You could go on and
on, and have a whole country in a garden, or in a
picture (if you preferred to call it that). You could go on and on, but not perhaps for ever. There were the
Mountains in the background. They did get nearer, very slowly. They did not seem to belong to the picture, or only
as a link to something else, a glimpse through the trees of something different, a further stage: another picture.

Niggle walked about, but he was not merely pottering. He was looking round carefully. The Tree was finished, though
not finished with—"Just the other way about to what it used to be," he thought—but in the Forest there were a number
of inconclusive regions, that still needed work and thought. Nothing needed altering any longer, nothing was wrong,
as far as it had gone, but it needed continuing up to a definite point. Niggle saw the point precisely, in each case.

He sat down under a very beautiful distant tree—a variation of the Great Tree, but quite individual, or it
would be with a little more attention—and he considered where to begin work, and where to end it, and how much time
was required. He could not quite work out his scheme.

"Of course!" he said. "What I need is Parish. There are lots
of things about earth, plants, and trees that he knows and I don't. This place cannot be left just as my private
park. I need help and advice: I ought to have got it sooner."

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He got up and walked to the place where he had decided
to begin work. He took off his coat. Then, down in a little sheltered hollow hidden from a further view, he saw a
man looking roundrather bewildered. He was leaning on a spade, but plainly did not know what to do. Niggle
hailed him. "Parish!" he called.

Parish shouldered his spade and came up to him. He still limped a little. They did not speak, just nodded as they
used to do, passing in the lane; but now they walked about together, arm in arm. Without talking, Niggle and Parish
agreed exactly where to make the small house and garden, which seemed to be required.

As they worked together, it became plain that Niggle was now the better of the two at ordering his time and
getting things done. Oddly enough, it was Niggle who became most absorbed in building and gardening, while Parish
often wandered about looking at trees, and especially at the Tree.

One day Niggle was busy planting a quickset hedge,
and Parish was lying on the grass near by, looking attentively at a beautiful and shapely little yellow flower
growing in the green turf. Niggle had put a lot of them among the roots of his Tree long ago. Suddenly Parish looked
up: his face was glistening in the sun, and he was smiling.

"This is grand!" he said. "I oughtn't to be here, really. Thank you for putting in a word for me."

"Nonsense," said Niggle. "I don't remember what I said, but anyway it was not nearly enough."

"Oh yes, it was," said Parish. "It got me out a lot sooner. That Second Voice, you know: he
had me sent here; he said you had asked to see me. I owe it to you."

"No. You owe it to the SecondVoice," said Niggle. "We both do."

They went on living and working together: I do not know how long. It is no use denying that at
first they occasionally disagreed, especially when they got tired. For at first they did sometimes get tired. They
found that they had both been provided with tonics. Each bottle had the same label: A few drops to be taken in
water from the Spring, before resting.

They found the Spring in the heart of the Forest; only once long ago had
Niggle imagined it, but he had never drawn it. Now he perceived that it was the source of the lake that glimmered,
far away and the nourishment of all that grew in the country. The few drops made the water astringent, rather
bitter, but invigorating; and it cleared the head. After drinking they rested alone; and then they got up again and
things went on merrily. At such times Niggle would think of wonderful new flowers and plants, and Parish always knew
exactly how to set them and where they would do best. Long before the tonics were finished they had ceased to need
them. Parish lost his limp.

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As their work drew to an end they allowed themselves more and more time for walking
about, looking at the trees, and the flowers, and the lights and shapes, and the lie of the land. Sometimes they sang
together; but Niggle found that he was now beginning to turn his eyes, more and more often, towards the Mountains.

The time came when the house in the hollow, the garden, the grass, the forest, the lake, and all the
country was nearly complete, in its own proper fashion. The Great Tree was in full blossom.

"We shall finish this evening," said Parish one day. "After that we will go for a really long walk."

They set out next day, and they walked
until they came right through the distances to the Edge. It was not visible, of course: there was no line, or fence,
or wall; but they knew that they had come to the margin of that country. They saw a man, he looked like a shepherd;
he was walking towards them, down the grass-slopes that led up into the Mountains.

"Do you want a guide?" he asked. "Do you-want to go on?"

For a moment a shadow fell between Niggle and Parish, for Niggle knew that he did now want to
go on, and (in a sense) ought to go on; but Parish did not want to go on, and was not yet ready to go.

"I must wait for my wife," said Parish to Niggle. "She'd be lonely. I rather gathered that they would send her
after me, some time or other, when she was ready, and when I had got things ready for her. The house is finished now,
as well as we could make it; but I should like to show it to her. She'll be able to make it better, I expect: more
homely. I hope she'll like this country, too." He turned to the shepherd. "Are you a guide?" he asked.
"Could you tell me the name of this country?"

"Don't you know?" said the man. "It is Niggle's Country. It is Niggle's Picture, or most of it:
a little of it is now Parish's Garden."

"Niggle's Picture!" said Parish in astonishment. "Did you think of all this,
Niggle? I never knew you were so clever. Why didn't you tell me?"

"He tried to tell you long ago," said the man; "but
you would not look. He had only got canvas and paint in those days, and you wanted to mend your roof with them. This
is what you and your wife used to call Niggle's Nonsense, or That Daubing."

"But it did not look like this then, not real," said Parish.

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"No, it was only a glimpse then," said the man; "but you might have caught the glimpse, if
you had ever thought it worth while to try."

"I did not give you much chance," said Niggle. "I never tried to
explain. I used to call you Old Earth-grubber. But what does it matter? We have lived and worked together now.
Things might have been different, but they could not have been better. All the same, I am afraid I shall have to be
going on. We shall meet again, I expect: there must be many more things we can do together. Good-bye! "He shook
Parish's hand warmly: a good, firm, honest hand it seemed. He turned and looked back for a moment. The blossom on
the Great Tree was shining like flame. All the birds were flying in the air and singing. Then he smiled, and nodded
to Parish, and went off with the shepherd.

He was going to learn about sheep, and the high pasturages, and look at a
wider sky, and walk ever further and further towards the Mountains, always uphill. Beyond that I cannot guess what
became of him. Even little Niggle in his old home could glimpse the Mountains far away, and they got into the
borders of his picture; but what they are really like, and what lies beyond them, only those can say who have
climbed them.

"I think he was a silly little man," said Councillor Tompkins. "Worthless, in fact; no use to Society at all."

"Oh, I don't know," said Atkins, who was nobody of importance, just a schoolmaster. "I am not so sure: it
depends on what you mean by use."

"No practical or economic use," said Tompkins. "I dare say he could have been
made into a serviceable cog of some sort, if you schoolmasters knew your business. But you don't, and so we
get useless people of his sort. If I ran this country I should put him and his like to some job that they're fit for,
washing dishes in a communal kitchen or something, and I should see that they did it properly. Or I would put them
away. I should have put him away long ago."

"Put him away? You mean you'd have made him start on the journey before his time?"

"Yes, if you must use that meaningless old expression. Push him through the tunnel into the great Rubbish
Heap: that's what I mean."

"Then you don't think painting is worth anything, not worth preserving, or improving, or even making use of?"

"Of course, painting has uses," said Tompkins. "But you couldn't make use of his painting. There
is plenty of scope for bold young men not afraid of new ideas and new methods. None for this old-fashioned stuff.
Private day-dreaming. He could not have designed a telling poster to save his life. Always fiddling with leaves and
flowers. I asked him why, once. He said he thought they were pretty! Can you believe it? He said pretty! 'What,
digestive and genital organs of plants?' I said tohim; and he had nothing to answer. Silly footler."

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"Footler," sighed Atkins. "Yes, poor little man, he never finished anything. Ah well, his canvases have been put to
'better uses,' since he went. But I am not sure, Tompkins. You remember that large one, the one they used to patch the
damaged house next door to his, after the gales and floods? I found a corner of it torn off, lying in a field. It
was damaged, but legible: a mountain-peak and a spray of leaves. I can't get it out of my mind."

"Out of your what?" said Tompkins.

"Who are you two talking about?" said Perkins, intervening in the cause of peace: Atkins had flushed rather red.

"The name's not worth repeating," said Tompkins. "I don't know why we are talking about him at all. He
did not live in town."

"No," said Atkins; "but you had your eye on his house, all the same. That is why you used
to go and call, and sneer at him while drinking his tea. Well, you've got his house now, as well as the one in town,
so you need not grudge him his name. We were talking about Niggle, if you want toknow, Perkins."

"Oh, poor little Niggle!" said Perkins. "Never knew he painted."

That was probably the last time Niggle's name ever came up in
conversation. However, Atkins preserved the odd corner. Most of it crumbled; but one beautiful leaf remained
intact. Atkins had it framed. Later he left it to the Town Museum, and for a long while "Leaf: by Niggle" hung there
in a recess, and was noticed by a few eyes. But eventually the Museum was burnt down, and the leaf, and Niggle, were
entirely forgotten in his old country.

"It is proving very useful indeed," said the Second Voice. "As a holiday, and
a refreshment. It is splendid for convalescence; and not only for that, for many it is the best introduction to
the Mountains. It works wonders in some cases. I am sending more and more there. They seldom have to come back."

"No, that is so," said the First Voice. "I think we shall have to give the region a name. What do you propose?"

"The Porter settled that some time ago," said the Second Voice. "Train for Niggle's Parish inthe bay: he
has shouted that for a long while now. Niggle's Parish. I sent a message to both of them to tell them."

"What did they say?"

"They both laughed. Laughed-the Mountains rang with it!


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